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.x. CrY oR cUm .x.

 

The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret
destroyers, hold you up to the flameS
And what do I get, for my pain
Betrayed
desires, and a piece of the game

I still remember a year ago, the times we spent, I think that I'm happier now, up from the down, by all means it's strange cause I feel the same way

:{:White:it:out:like:glittering:wax:butterflies:}:

Sorry you can't define me
Sorr
y I break the mold
 Sorr
y that I speak my mind
Sorr
y don't do what I'm told
Sorr
y if I don't fake it
Sorr
y I come too real
I will never hide what I really feel

I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I think I made it a game to play your game

I want to tie you, crucify you, kneel before you, revile your body

Do you want a song of glory? Well I'm fucking screaming at you

You\bleed\just\to\know\your\alive.

I'm.miss-ing.your.laugh, how.did.it.b re a k? And.when.did.your.eyes, begin.to.look -fake-?

i:am:poison:crazy:
lush*

I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

*Cry or Cum*

.[I|feel||better|||when||||I'm|||||numb]

So this is odd . . . the painful realization that all has gone wrong* . . .

Do you feel the way you hate?
Do you hate the way you feel?

Blind
:white:lies:and:shallow:truth//b ro ke n:strings:and:stolen:youth

.[. -+ AcId TonGuE +- .].

I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...

it's never been me
to
want this much from you

I hate you, I love you
I just can't remember to forget
you
Who are
you, who needs you
?
You make me feel alive, I die, so HiGh


I //can //forgive //and //I'm //not //ashamed
//to //be //the //person //I //am //today


-the_weak_ones_are_there_to_justify_the_strong- 

\.c.r.y.p.t.o.r.c.h.i.d./

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me

Didn't-mean-to-close-the-door, on-my-<personal> whore

i'm=screaming=daisies=from=14=miles=away

it's clear in my head
and
I'm screaming for something

knowing
nothing is better than knowing it all

you do something to me that i can't explain, so would i be out of line if i said i miss you?

_I'd LOVE to be the "one" to disappoint y.o.u_

always closest to the flame
ever closer to the blade

{{I|hate|everything|about|you
|
why|do|I|love|you}}

I will taint you and poison your mind,
I will eat from your heart,
T e  ar i ng you apart.
Does it feel as good for you?


++I:remain:in:shadows, growing:wings++


I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
 
Theres nothing you can say
nothing you can do
Theres nothing in between

 
Nothing left to Face
Theres nothing left to l0se
Nothing takes your place

 
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to feel

Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me

FrEaK oN a LeAsH

It's alright to tell me what you think
about me, I won't try to argue
or hold it against you


{{Call me a bitch cuz I speak what's on my mind... I guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled.}}

Good girls don't but I do

I really like what you've done to me...
I can't really explain it,
I'm so into you


I really feel that I'm losing my best friend

Fuck you and your untouchable face... fuck you for existing in the first place...